“See you soon. Wait to me.”
Garo Sero Research Institute has released an entrance to the diary from Kim Sae Ron In 2023. Although it was a voice of the diary, he had actually written a letter to the deceased Star‘S Moonbin. The two were known to be close friends, starting as actors of children together, later working in the same company.
“2023.04.27
I’m starting a new diary. Bin, I miss you. I tried to choose death because things were so difficult, but then I heard news about you. I know better than anyone else, how frightening and lonely that decision must have been, so I can’t bear to ask you why. But you knew it, strangely I missed that day that day. I was about to call you, but in the end I could not. I regret so much. I probably couldn’t have stopped, but you may have postponed him for a day. For me, when today it passes, tomorrow comes. I live day by day, barely getting away. Were you like that too? Every day, every moment, I am so tempted to follow you. Not being alone – I think I have crossed too much about myself to have blocked myself by your side and I comforted you. If you find yourself alone, come and visit me in my dreams. So, I will be by your side and listen to what you have to say, just like you did for me. “
He shared that the members of Astro had all broken up when Moonbin passed. He expressed pain in order not to be to succumb.
“A long time has passed [since we’ve known each other] That you and Chanhee have been like a family for me, being always by my side, so that I could have taken it for granted. So, Astro made his debut and you guys have received so much love, so I also felt relieved. I decided to postpone my death, just a little, because I have to protect his and other members. Sanha said he would protect me. I was the most worried about the Makne, but now he has become a reliable adult. And to see Jinwoo (Jinjin) and Myungjun Oppppa (MJ) Try to smile, see Dongmin (CHA Eunwoo) break, seeing Mindyuk (Rocky) so solemn, makes me reduce me too.
Why do you have to be you? It is enough for me to have suffered from depression. He should have taken me instead. I want to cry, be sad with you and talk about you about the contents of my heart, but I feared that my existence would cause damage to your death. I’m afraid, even now. My opa, my friend, our bin, worked so hard when we were younger. And I thought it was great as we all realized our dreams. “
Finally, Kim Sae Ron vented his pain before giving a greeting Moonbin.
“I am so disappointed and disgusted by how I am not improving, from the way in which the media are targeting me with untreated attacks, as I am still dissatisfied. This is the work I have chosen, so I must be responsible for it. I also have my family.
Rest in peace, bin. If it is the path you took, wherever you are, I’m sure shines and bright. I respect all your choices and encourage you. I’m sorry for not having been able to compliment you indefinitely and not having been able to embrace you. I love you. Until we meet again. Wait to me.
Your friend and Dongsaeng for 18 years, Kim Sae Ron. “
The two were known to be extremely close. He cried the star when he died on April 19, 2023.
