There was no one to talk to.
Koreaboo
In the most recent episode of Sbs‘S My old babyfirst generation idol Tony an open on his mental health.
When Kim Heechul of Super Junior asked, “Get depression”, Tony replied, “I think so.”
Tony An, despite his success with his entertainment and school uniform activities, has fought with his mental health.
He gradually became distant from people while fighting to discuss his difficulties with his friends. He also revealed that his relationship with his manager became embarrassing when their position changed to CEO and employee, making him feel alone.
He then started drinking alone and one day he suffered from serious headaches, which did not go away even after taking more than eight painkillers.
After going to the hospital, he was diagnosed with depression, bipolar disorder and social phobia and became dependent on psychiatric drugs.
Then, one day, he woke up one morning in blood under the pillow after taking drugs and alcohol together before falling asleep.
Looking to the mirror, he realized he had cut his hair with the scissors and wounded in the ear without remembering. He was shocked by the accident and later discovered that he had even broken the elevator mirror.
I felt like I could die if I had continued this.
– Tony An
He decided from that day not to drink or take drugs together and added that he tried to get out of the dangerous situation by retaining himself.
